back again maybe [25 Jan 2005|09:03pm] [ mood | mm i love potstickers! ] [ music | what i wouldnt do for you ] HEY YA'LL! im ALIVE, i promise!! i dont know if im coming back to LJ only because i'm sooo totally busy! everything is great right now, i'll update later! LOVES. post

a little story for yah [05 Dec 2004|12:56pm] [ mood | love is blind ] [ music | mariah carey ] ive been doing mostly private entries lately. max and me are over. end of story. he didnt waste time to publicly humiliate me though. message of story: the male speices needs to go to hell. 1 - post

yeh, didnt you know? [23 Nov 2004|05:18pm] [ mood | urgh !!! ] [ music | ashley simpson ] max cheated on me. max told me he loved me. i found out he cheated on me. i cheated on him to get back at him. we almost had sex. and then i remembered, you're an asshole, you cheated on me. and then he found out i cheated too. .. and then we broke up. and he got on my friend danielle. AND IN THE END ITS JUST... FUCKING FUN. 1 - post

fuck you, max orentoni. [16 Nov 2004|05:14pm] so it turns out that when a guy says "i love you", hes just trying to get you in the sack. </3

bulet points? [13 Nov 2004|12:22pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | dave mathews band ] candice has turned into a major slut, and thats all i have to say about that! max and i broke up and then got back together yesterday. i saw cruel intentions two days ago for the first time, i luv it!! im happy :) 1 - post

hello again [04 Nov 2004|02:59pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | VH1 ] I HAVENT UPDATED THIS THING IN FOREVER. sorry im neglecting this journal. max is driving me up the wall and i think i need to take a break from him. that, or i need to actually give him a chance because ever since candice had sex with steven.. ive been noticing him a lot more lately and ughhh i kind of have a crush on him again! and i feel like im really being unfaithful to max so i havent been spending that much time with him. i guess i should just get over my stupid crush because its only because im jealous, right?? ... i suppose i'll give it some time and see what happens. post

halloween !! [26 Oct 2004|03:37pm] I GOT MY HALLOWEEN COSTUME TODAY!! its way short, but i love it! im being a playboy bunny. what is everyone else being? 1 - post

i always hurt myself! [21 Oct 2004|08:33pm] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | the gardeners ] I swear Im alive! i broke my big toe 2 days ago, and it sucks to walk on it now. if you can believe it, i kicked a metal bucket which i DIDNT KNOW WAS METAL and yeah, it broke. and because im intelligent i walked on for the next day because i thought the pain would go away, but it didnt!! and now im stuck with this thing on my toe and it hurts and it bites and ergh!! 1 - post

random!! [17 Oct 2004|09:15pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | my phone ringing! ] i think im obsessed with apple jolly ranchers. post

i hate.. [14 Oct 2004|06:06pm] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | my brother .. ugh ] i hate how all everyone talks about now is sex. i hate how none of my friends are virgins except me and danielle. i hate how my boyfriend keeps pressuring me and i dont know how long can i say no for. i hate how much i want to give in and yet i dont want to because i dont know if im ready. im having one of those 'i hate the world' days. :] 1 - post

umm!! [11 Oct 2004|05:49pm] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | natalie embroglia ] candice lost her virginity like, 2 weeks ago. shes already had sex with 2 people. i hope she doesnt keep this up. 3 - post

GRR! [10 Oct 2004|09:22pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | shania twain ] IM HECKA TIRED. YALL, I JUST RAN 3 MILES. i'm training for soccer AND IT BITES! post

i hate subjects [28 Sep 2004|09:01pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | christina aguilera ] my best friend candice came over today, and we were both kind of sitting around doing nothing, and all of a sudden shes like "so mandy.. i lost my virignity to steve on saturday night." it was so weird! im kind of annoyed because she lost it to steve, who is this guy i used to date. i really wish she had chosen someone else, but whatever, i guess its not my choice. i tried to tell max about it, but he asked me if i was mad because i was jealous that candice had sex with steve. i swear, he always picks fights. 3 - post

im scareddd [27 Sep 2004|05:06pm] [ mood | restless ] [ music | rattling noise ] i keep hearing this rattling noise outside my window, and its really scaring me! i know i sound like a 4th grader and im scared that someone or something is outside my house, but i really am. its been going on for an hour now and i look out, and it stops. but it starts up like 10 minutes later. i think im going to hide under my covers or something, bye ya'll. 2 - post

i need to update more! [26 Sep 2004|06:49pm] its been a while since ive posted.. i didnt because i was too annoyed with my boyfriend and myself. i was hanging out with max and this guy chris called me and max answered, and chris said (AS A JOKE!!) "hey can i talk to my girlfriend, man?" and max like FLIPPED out. he accused me of cheating on him and all of that, and hes annoying the hell out of me. then, just to give him a reason to be mad, i called chris back in front of him yesterday and was like HEY BOYFRIEND and max walked away. serves him right. he has no sense of humor! 2 - post

undeleted [21 Sep 2004|05:07pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | ashlee simpson ] Hey ya'll! Im back to LJ. I deleted my account because I didnt have time, but now I do, so I'll be writing again. anyway, I got back with my exboyfriend Max. he wrote me this really sweet letter and we've been together for a week! It feels so nice to be back with him.. except my mom caught him in my room the other day. haha. Anyway, update later. 2 - post

m a x [07 Sep 2004|04:59pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | my phone ringing! ] after our fight yesterday, max brought me flowers. im like hello? did you not hear me on the phone when i called you my EXboyfriend, and reminded you that we are no longer together? i felt like a bitch but i threw the flowers back at him and told him to stop trying to be something we werent. i dont how those words came out, but as soon as they did i felt so bad. :( he gave me this really hurt look and walked away :( :( so i wrote him a note and put it in his locker today that said, "sorry about yesterday, hopefully you love me even when the pms bitch side of me comes out! love, Mandy".. he hasnt replied but i dont know if he even got it? ah. update later! post

addammm :) [06 Sep 2004|09:52pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | my brother being annoying ] so the boy that i met at chucky cheese (hahah i know!) called me yesterday. he wants to go to dinner on friday, and im actually really excited! i was on the phone with him when max called me, and he kept asking who was on the other line. then i got really mad so after i told him it was adam (the chucky cheese boy), i said, "not that it matters! you're my EXboyfriend, max, not my BOYFRIEND!" so then he hung up on me. whatever! post

back! [01 Sep 2004|06:11pm] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | john mayer ] so i havent been on the computer this week because i was staying at my grandma's house for a couple days. my stupid dad didnt pay the bills on time and there was so much fighting that my mom took me to my grandparents house. im so sick of them arguing soo much! but anyway, now im home. and im happy, but i wonder how long it will be concidering my parents are on their way home. humph! post

study time [25 Aug 2004|09:13pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | my stepdad talking ] school starts next week! im excited because the summer has been boring and i miss all my friends! plus, we have some reaally hot senior boys this year!! post

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